walala

2010-12-19T16:00:00.005+08:00

Sometimes its not the one thing that i want to hold on to.
But it is the only thing that can hold on to.

2010-11-19T00:55:00.001+08:00

maybe i should get a tumblr.
im surprised that my password is still saved in my com. but i have forgotten the combination.

2010-07-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

i guess a lot of things happened recently. overwhelmed with mixed emotions. i left ns after a year and 4 months. i thought i will be happy to leave that godamn place. but sadly no. i miss the place like hell. all the animalssss, the people and of cos all the shit regardless of human or animals. perhaps its the feeling of being lost. not sure where i will end up and some little boredom? after all its beens quite sometime since i idle at home. thou i still get long off in between work.

tml will be a new challenge with lots of unforeseen matters. even every next day is unknown. u will never know what will happen. thats why ppl always say 珍惜眼前人. u never know what will happen the next day or the very next moment. but seriously how many of us can do it? maybe im not the one u 珍惜? sometimes i wonder, maybe im not putting enough effort in caring the people around me? then i require a mutual 珍惜 care? not a cold face in ur hot butt. maybe maybe maybe. i have lots of question marks running in my head now.
i really dont know.

maybe i should really start contacting some ppl who once pass by my life now. ppl whom i lost contact with but still all require mutual care!!.
and i will definitely need more new friends rather then hanging on with the sistazzz only.

to an old friend lili.
thou we are not close but its nice meeting you for a short period of time. you will forever be pretty just like a lily. so beautiful, so pure but at the same time live as short as a flower.
那么灿烂，那么美丽.
may you be in your god's hand now and be happy over there. R.I.P

i love love you tan yan shan!! (:
i always know our friendship will last de yh. so no worries about me de. (:

2010-05-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

oh well oh well. yh was complaining that my blog was dead. haha

lazy and nothing much happen for my life la. haha

good news for my mum!! my kitchen window can finally open after for like 2 months??? ever since our taiwan trip as i lock my window frame for safety, but i cant find my key for when i come back. :P

and while i was hanging my clothes just now i saw a black pin and decided to try opening like those in movies. and tadaaaa!! really can open. its either im smart or it shows how vulnerable my lock is. lol.

im finally got a 4!! even thou its 49.9kg. =.= and i can easily get back to 50 even if i take a slip of water. lol but its a great motivation for me!! haha. but i ate alot of junk food ever since mr tan not ard. hahhaha. maybe he will not recognize when he's back. lol

2010-03-15T02:18:00.005+08:00

it feels good to be back home, back to singapore and most importantly back to my db!!

but when it comes back to work its siannnnnnnn to the max!!

i want to go back to last friday!! when im still on the coach heading to genting!

taiwan trip was not bad. but maybe i went with my mama, so not that fun cos she not adventurous enough. HAHAHA!!

going to genting is like a preparation for my taiwan. cos its superrrrrrrrrr cold in taiwan!! the first day i arrive is only 10 degree, the next day temperature dropped to 8 degree!! i almost cant recognize my mama!! the last day jumped to 24 degree. very huge difference!!

our meals were all provided so i didnt get to try alot of the xiao chi. which is another sad thing. every meal is a ten course meal with rice just like banquet. how to not get fat like that???

and i realise 09th of march 2009 i went bangkok and 09th of march 2010 i went taiwan!! too much of a coincidence!!

now i dont want tml to come.cos i dont want to work. :S

2010-03-05T15:28:00.004+08:00

hohoh... i'm leaving for genting at night!! hope i'll be able to update with some pics when i come back on mon before tw!! but thats provided i'm not lazy la.

and ohh!! i finally found my diary!! like finally!
cos i hid it somewhere before i went for sistazz chalet so that my mum wont read it. hahhah!

and for next week 4 days! who want come my house and take care of tipsy!! just bring her out for a walk and feed her can le!! hahah.

till then take care all my friends!! love you all!! ahhaa

i always have a habit of writing down a note or so before i travel. i love my family! my sistazzz!! :)

2010-02-22T12:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY MR TAN!!!! :D

bring 2 oranges for me to eat later pls. :)

2010-01-27T02:44:00.003+08:00

then again its time to update my blog again!!
anyway, wager with someone and promised to do up an entry
not wanting to make my blog look too chessy

you have to admit that you liked a and n alot uh.
and i realize that its really alooooott.
no nono.. it a learning entry from u.. hahah not copying.

should i retype this? lol
hope its understandable yet seems mysterious
and it know this entry is getting us till no where.
n its the end le. :)

σας αγαπώ!!
eu te amo!!
te quiero!!
je t'aime!!
Я тебя люблю!!
Ik houd van u!!

now. dont complain ok. haha

2010-01-10T23:43:00.008+08:00

oh ya. this is the bear cat that i have been talking about.

this bear like cat name can be pronounce as bin-two-rong.

the one that i have been handling is called ted.

they are quite tame and highly intelligent with a suppppper long tail.

and ted is the one who gave me bad scratches on my right arm.

TG now he is used to me and stop bullying me already so the scratches are not so bad now.
:)

Calling Sistazzz!! someone plan an overseas trip eh. ard march???

to somewhere near by? hk? msia? thai? cruise?

haha sg is just so siannn~~

ps: boo boooooo to you mr tan. not in sg again!!
if sistazzz going for short trip u are NOT allowed to tag along!! :b

2009-12-31T04:10:00.009+08:00

oh my. its going to be another year again. i cant believe its 2010 already. from the 90s to 00s and now to 10s. 2009 has been a pretty average year to me. nothing major has happen. except for attending all the birthdays and chalets this year. not forgetting the special birthday.

first sistazzz chalet at the end of the year. lets hope our next destination will be out of singapore!! cruise? or any nearby country? msia, batam, bali, thai? and not forgetting i had my first oversea trip without parents to bkk in march! :) )

finally had tasted the feeling of being slightly drunk at dblo during xmas eve. its like the whole world kept moving and time passes extremely fast. 3hour is equivalent to 1 hour.

i took 3 test this year and still couldnt get my license. :( and think it time to book my tp again. who can get me a nearer date?? rahhh~

just as i was trying to recall my 2009, i saw this old draft that i created few months ago.

一百种幸福
一种米养百种人，当然也会有百种幸福。
常常会羡慕他人这好，那好，但人阿～不免都会忘了羡慕自己的好
尝试换个角度看看自己或许就会有不一样的感触。
或许就会看到自己独有的幸福。

i know im extremely disorganize but just read yea? haha and welcome 2010!!

2009-12-14T14:52:00.003+08:00

im rich!!!

i got a ultra big pimple on my chin!! and this is the 2nd big pimple on my chin within this 3 weeks. when i say its ultra big, its as big as a 50cent Singapore coin!!!

and its ultra pain!!! go acne go!! go away from meeee!! i still got sistazzz chalet this coming weekend. we want to drink, drank, drunk. bbq. club. gossips. swim. and most importantly camwhore!!

and it looks like my chin is extended now. like longer!!! like a witch. and i look weird when i smile now. -____-

perhaps i should try to learn a thing or two from this video.

U

2009-11-21T01:48:00.003+08:00

another 9 days of
[ a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t v w x y z ]

2009-11-03T03:20:00.002+08:00

OMG!!

was telling ys about my dialect group. if im not wrong, my ah gong is from hainan and my gong gong is from wen zhou, zhe jiang.
and the shocking news is i am one of the ah tiongs!! :((

2009-10-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

2009-10-13T02:56:00.005+08:00

Alrighto!!

that day me and joc was thinking about opening a chalet for us sistazzz around december. 3d2n.

hows the plan? we can go club one night, then the other night we can just spend it by chit chatting and get drunk? i suppose all of us still remember the drinking game that we played in yh's house when we were young and sweet 19? shall we do that again?!

hahaa (zhao si, since ur sister me ah may nv get drunk before)

and by going to chalet means we can spend the whole night together and dont need report to parents.

how about the 11, 12, 13 or 18, 19, 20? haha its a weekend. so easier for those whos working and schooling. :) how how sistazzz?

shalllllll we?
pls comment after seeing this. cos need to book chalet asap le. :)

可爱的汉字

2009-10-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

「夫」对「天」说﹕「我总算盼到了出头之日！」

「熊」对「能」说：「怎么着穷成这样啦？四个熊掌全卖了！」

「丙」对「两」说：「你家什么时候多了一个人，结婚了？」

「乒」对「乓」说：「你我都一样，一等残废军人。」

「兵」对「丘」说：「兄弟，踩上地雷了吧，两腿咋都没了？」

「王」对「皇」说：「当皇上有什么好处？你看，头发都白了！」

「口」对「回」说：「亲爱的，都怀孕这么久了，也不说一声！」

「也」对「她」说﹕「当老板了？出门还带秘书！」

「日」对「旦」说：「你什么时候学会玩滑板了？」

「果」对「裸」说：「哥们儿，你穿上衣服还不如不穿！」

「由」对「甲」说：「你什么时候学会倒立了？」

「巾」对「币」说：「戴上博士帽就身价百倍了！」

「吕」对「昌」说﹕「和你相比，我实在家徒四壁！」

「扁」对「匾」说：「才败选一次而已，就搞自闭？」

lol.. got this from omy. haha cool huh.

2009-09-15T16:04:00.004+08:00

oh ya.. i knew my previous entry shouldnt be so short de. but when i was blogging ytd i just cant remember what i wanted to say. lol stm huh.

i been having weird dreams recently.

just a couple of days back i dreamed that i was kena selected for ns. the real ns that guys need to join. i was quite excited maybe because the previous experience in np? but when we were doing our drills. i completely forgot all the drills that i learn. and i got screwed of cos.

another weird dream that i had ytd is about yh. lol. another very lame dream. in my dream yh's family and sistazzz had dinner, and we are talking about how good/close we are. yh told her parents that im not very close with her. we are just good friends thats all. (something like that la) next she turned to me and whispered that she hate the fact that i always say her boobs are small. lol. small?

the next scene is yh's dad, yh and me are on a lorry. and i, me am the driver!! lol.
and the funniest thingy is i cant reach the pedals and i can drive. o.O
her dad was asking me to brake, break harder but i just cant reach the brake. lol. but i still can accelerate. haha
through out the journey it was very 'exciting and adventurous' with me, with all the 'oh shit, mount road curb *change scene*, tada! im saved!'

oh and dont forget that i almost knock down an indian. =X

very weird and unrealistic right? haha

ps: 333333333333 ^^

2009-09-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

weee~ i got a new toy!! hahaha
and i think i seen 1/4 of singapore for the past 3 days. *vomit*

2009-08-26T02:16:00.002+08:00

alright i know i have been lazy in blogging. i just dont have the effort to write something.maybe because i have been keeping a diary and its the only chance that i will hold a pen other than signing in and out everyday. lol.

but dont worry guys, i wont abandon this space. i still check my blog everyday and of cos visiting sistazzz's blog. (: thou im always a slient reader. hahas

and oh ya. 7th month.. just now a very old ah ma chat with yh and me when it was about to midnight. lol. it was so creepy~

2009-08-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

roar!! im sick againn. at this point of time. 2 days later is my tp!! :'(

2009-07-13T01:59:00.001+08:00

oh well. why i so stupid go put morning,2,2,off,morning???? LOLL tired si ni ah~~

and nw is the snail season... rahhhh~~~ get away from meeeee!!

mid year report.

2009-07-02T03:07:00.001+08:00

oh well. just before it turns one month. i better blog now.

weee~ its mid year le... 6 months has passed. another 6 months and we will be 22 le.
and im coming to six months in NS le.. how time passes huh..
i realise that some times to befriend a person can use some juicy gossips to 'hook' them . LOL
and hmm. trust. i still find it difficult to trust ppl in NS.
Life is pretty boring recently. working. lanning. working. and oh. driving came back to me again. i'll be getting my license in Aug. yaya u never see wrongly. IM GETTING IT! haha cos i dont wish to see mr lim again. hahaha thou he's better now. but well. hahah

upcoming next is our 5th, 6th and xiao mei's birthday and we are all 21!! haha shall we go catch some R21 movies some day?? C:

p/s: and i want a camera. haha no cameraaaa for me to camwhore now... :'(

2009-06-03T04:53:00.005+08:00

someone posted this in sgc earlier on.

apart from his jiao bin. i think he played really really welllllllllll and pretty charming .. XD

btw, pls pause my blog song first and ENJOY. haha

2009-05-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

wanmay find it hard to trust people nowadays.. shhh.....

2009-05-22T02:52:00.021+08:00

LET'S GO ONE DAYYYYY!! :))

Calling SISTAZZZ!! this is the henderson wave that i msg u girls today... super chio right? hahaha.. shall we go visit it one day? im not too sure how to go yet. hahaha... but this is the NPS website.

CLICK HERE

im sure we can find out a way to reach there. :) but the main concern for now is to gather all of us!! LOL. i think it will be a june event le right? since the month of may is ending soon. and some couldnt make it on weekdays. RAhhh.. time passes real fast huh.. shall we make it on the first weekend?? which is 6th or 7th of june?? and maybe if possible we can picnic there too? :D

i just turn 21 and my month is saying goodbye to me already.LOL

2009-05-03T18:00:00.001+08:00

给 10 5年后的婉美。。

10年太长了。 5年吧。

我希望五年后的婉美会长高。。－。－｜｜｜哈哈开玩笑的啦～

希望你会开始穿高跟鞋，会化妆，懂得打理自己。

希望你能知道自己要的是什么，能找到自己的理想，知道自己在做什么。

希望你不要再迷迷糊糊，过着得过且过的日子

希望你能找到自己的白马王子

希望你能更交游广阔, 认识多些朋友，到更多的国家，体验不一样的人生

希望你能对家人，朋友更好一些，不会再乱发脾气，待人处事会更成熟

希望你能懂得什么是人生，能尽情的享受生命，因为生命是短暂的。

希望5年又5年又5年，许许多多5年后的你，能继续对你的人生充满期待，每天开开心心的过。

这是21岁的婉美能为将来的你许下的。：）

ps: i really love the small and simple celebration that we had. :) esp that ablum! thanks sistazzz!

2009-05-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

i want to go ubin to cycle!!! but i scare i will fall down again. >.<

2009-04-28T11:37:00.003+08:00

ROAR~~

alrights. i fail my tp. and ytd night dont know whether isit the weather or stress? hahaha i cannot sleep yea! after working in ns i can fall asleep immediately after 3 seconds. but ytd i cannot sleep leh!!

OMG! thats so tong ku~

then today's warm up. mr lim... haiz.... damn him. keep stressing me. say i will get 50 pts. but 30pts is no where better.. but i feel more relieve when im taking the test. maybe mr lim is not with me? muahahaha. after then test was like a big stone taken off.. thou i still failed. lol

anyway.. like what peisi says better luck next time. :)

ps: i dont want to see mr lim again leh....... and i need to change shoe le...

2009-04-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

ROAR~~

i need some rest!! im berry berrrry tired. haha yes. berry~ i love to say berry instead of very nowadays. hehe

And

HPBD DAJIE!! muackz~

life

2009-04-02T04:08:00.003+08:00

hmm what do we actually want in life?
money? houses? spouse? career?
i dont normaly do plannings. because i do not know when im leaving this world.
so when ppl ask me whether i'm free next month? i would say we talk about it next month.
all the thing that i mention can be obtain easily if by working hard for it.
but what is next if i got them all? bigger house? 2 hus? higher position?

Happy April fool!

2009-04-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

hahaha. this sun ah meng's grandson gona go sao mu. thats why he need to find a part timer to sub him in the zoo. $150 a day just to walk around, take photos, clap, wave hand and smile ya?
=D

2009-03-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

ROAR.....

suddenly i'm very not used to stay at home. hahaha

its been quite some time since i stay at home the whole day.

remember i used to be a zhai nv? alright the zhai nv feel quite bored now.

and i was still complaining that i dont spend enought time at home.

so i shuld be enjoying and resting at home. but strangely i felt so borredd now~

2009-03-20T15:54:00.009+08:00

ytd while i was working.
there came a little girl

"daddy! got lobster!" -.-

and she went to the other side and say.

"oh and a crab here!" =.=

okok. thats was quite funny actually. and she managed to crack me up. hahhaha
btw a cat died on thurs morning. and i last saw her on wed night. the feeling is quite strange when i saw a fierce cat lying there not moving. like so vulnerable. and it gaves me a sudden thought. so what if u are mighty and wow humans. u too still cant escape death.

2009-03-14T18:52:00.002+08:00

weee~ the super fast la. and im back to singapore again. back to reality. no more holiday and back to reality. back to my pack schedule. with all the driving and work. and well driving. had 4 hrs of lesson today. *burp* and can see mrlim is trying another method on me. LOL. towards test date is another 1 month. and haha. totally not prepared. dont think i can pass during my 1st or 2nd attempt.. LoL

back to bangkok. haha. very big thank you to peisi. for planning and taking care of all the stuffs. hehe. and dw too. haha im the most useless one. they find out how to go from places to places. haha. but overall its nice to go out of singapore once in awhile. haha free yourself from all the stuff. just relax and do anything that u like. thats what free and easy for. and i still want to go msia, redang, langkawi, tioman and TAIWAN with sistars. which i totally cannt see when. hahahaha

the 4th day was very impromptu but a fun experience. i like the 4th day very much. like as if i went to redang, langkawi, tioman. hahaha...

okok. i shall stop here. cos i dont know what im typing and haha totally unorganised and messy. but im too lazy to do anything. so just bear with me. and just blog whatever comes into my mind. =)

2009-03-09T04:10:00.003+08:00

okies, another one hour or so. we'll be setting of to Bangkok loh. hahahha

actually not that excited and well must thanks peisi ah. she the girl! hahahah

cos i never plan anything. she booked the tickets, hotel and where to go...... and i actually kao her le. hahaha i never did any research or find out about anything. hahahha. well still left some packings to be done. sooooo........ wait for me to come back with updates and picss ba ~ and take care sistars!! :)

ps/ ooh oh saying about pics. hhaha ytd must thank yh for jioing me for the E awards and i think i took 1000 pics with my not so good cam.. hahhahahahhahahahha. i want a NEW GOOD CAMERA~~~~

2009-03-06T01:15:00.001+08:00

rahhhhh~~ my slide phone cannt slide ah........ and cannt msg out... >.<

2009-02-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

omg time passes really fast. its my third week working and i still feel new. hahah too many stuffs to learn le. and totally no experience in it. so still in the blur mode. feels like shit to be a veggie bird. lol

and whats amazing is i had 3 freaking deja vu in ns. and 1 today at mac with sgclubbers... well as u guys know how shit it feels to have deja vu.... rahhhhh. i had 4 in a week.... wth!

2009-02-23T14:42:00.005+08:00

Sometimes life is really pushing us too hard.

Its suffocating.....

2009-02-12T02:55:00.006+08:00

haha. okie time to do some update huh. ns was quite alright. but im not too sure whether should i continue after this week. cos they are wearing bermudas. which ya. my leg cannot make it la.

and they end really really late. i reach home around 1 plus. and that reminds me of the dessert days. =X and i not very used to it now. haha i feel that ns end very late for but i dont feel so in my dessert days.thou they end around the same time. is that my fate? haha work in the night.

and they are actually quite similar. both send you to your door step by van. but perhaps the difference is that ns driver is more hiong. reckless driver. beat red light. speeding... and his van more old.

and well one my first day. i tot i will be going to kio sai. feeding....
but well i forgot that its ns. which deals with large animals. only the seniors can do that, and they will take extra precaution to protect you from getting close with them for ur safety.
so yep. no scrubbing for now. but i do scrub the floor more. Lol >.<>and i think im really a zhai nv. haha i love staying at home. if i dont stay at home for at least a couple of hours i will feel that i did not get enough rest. hahah homely ah.

last but not least. SISTARS~ i was actually quite surprised and touched when u all told me how u all felt happy for me. muackz muackz~ i felt the love. hahaha XD

perhaps i should really settle down le. hahahs (:

ang ang ang~

2009-02-01T04:57:00.006+08:00

alrightz. for the past 2 days i'm still wondering why i feel so down and kept crying!
i dont know why but just felt so emo. and i kept think this and that. why and why?
finally i got my ans today. felt so better after see it.

my ang came.

dont think that im joking now. i was actually quite sad for the 2 days. i tot it was just a normal after-driving-emoing. but it carried on for 2 days. and i cried.

i finally understand what pms is.

2009-01-22T02:59:00.002+08:00

RAHHH~
tml is the 4th. haiz pray hard that it will turn out well enough to boost my morale.
or i will lose my hope and hate every lesson of it.
my left part of my body damn pain lar.
jiayous may~

Bus 444~

2009-01-08T01:02:00.006+08:00

Mike found a part time job that requires him to work untill midnight.

After work, he have to take a bus number 444 back home. (4 in chinese read as 死si...which means death).
Moreover, the bus 444 bus stop was like a virtual hell...freaking dark....

First day after work....mike went to that busstop to wait for bus444. After 15mins of waiting..a double decker bus444 came.
On the bus...there was a bus driver and only one passenger...
A strange old Ah Ma sitting at the dark corner at the back of the bus. Trying hard to ignore that ah ma, mike walk quickly to the stairs.

"Boy ah, dun go up, upstairs dangerous ah"

Ah ma said with a creepy voice~ So mike take her advice and got home safely.

Second day after work..wating for 15mins at the busstop...same bus444 came... with e same bus driver..same Ah Ma.
Mike find it weird and spooky...so he decided to give it a try.. go upstairs of e double decker bus.

"Ah boy ah! dun u dare to cross e line..life is precious..muhahaha."

Said Ah ma in a spooky voice. Mike courage leak, decided to stay on the first floor..and fortunately reach home safely.

Third day after work...same thing happen...wait for 15mins..same bus444, bus driver and ah ma. Mike freak out..hesistate a while...tap he's card and ran up stairs of the bus.
He stay 100% awake to observe wads wrong upstairs.

Ting tong...the bus bell rang...Mike reach his stop and nothing bad happen to him..In curiosity..he ran down to seek for the Ah ma and ask her..."tell me wads wrong up stairs!!"

Ah ma said "upstairs dont have bus driver"
=X

HPNY

2009-01-02T03:27:00.004+08:00

Okie finally 2008 was over. Let's hope for a good 2009!
2008 was just like a dream everything happened too fast and was way too happening in just one year. With lots of ups and downs.

The happiest thingy must be the birth of ning and xuan.
And how i really managed to survived thru nafa and can really rot for more than half a year.
:)

2008-12-27T04:01:00.000+08:00

Laser quest is fun! And quite cheap too. Like $3.50 per game only. But for member la. =.= I dont know how much it cost for non members.
10 mins per game seems short. But enough to tire u out already. cos like keep running and hiding for 10mins. At the end of the game everyone will be like sweating.
And its not like u kena shoot then cannt play already.
u can finish the game and at the end they will calculate the score and see who's the winner.

Lets go one day sistars!!! :)

and i dont think i can drive a scooter liao. i lost my way again. i alight wrong stop and i walk till PIE... ok i dont know why i walk till PIE. haha can a person without any 方向感 drive?
ohh talking about driving. i haven study for my FTT yet!!

Ps: may god bless britney and family!

2008-12-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

i dont know why i love this photo alottttttt~
hahas and peisi ur mama can take very nice photos!!
and everyone look sooo pretty in it. :)
next time must go find auntie to help me take photos liao.
and the rest of the pics are uploaded in Facebook.
so peisi get go get a Facebook k?

ps: soory for the low quality for the pics. cos remb we took pics in cheers? haha i forgot to change to 2mps. sorie!

2008-12-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

recently i get full very easily. eating very little.

but when it comes to buffet. wahhaha.

i can eat like a goldfish.

weird huh? XD

2008-12-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

got fate means got fate lor. or its my 念力？ LOL

2008-12-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Conclusion: 宅女 can save more money!

2008-12-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes it feels good strolling down the streets alone.

i always love that, with my music.

u can walk at your own speed and feel so carefree.

but it's time for me to widen up my circles seriously.

and how i wish im a millionaire so that i can treat my friend as and when they are broke.

or perhaps u gotta say "dont be a taurus".

Off and on i will find that life is actually none other than being yourself.

Some cant live without friends.

but i find that i can! :)

come to think we are actually having different lifes of our own now.

without much relation with each other.

It requires lots lots of involvement.
i don't.
perhaps its time to work hard on one now.

Goodbye and Hello

2008-12-03T00:32:00.008+08:00

Goodbye

Sometimes i think that kopi tiam is not just a kopi tiam. its a place gathering for those ah peks and aunties. somewhere they can go after work or simply find someone to talk to. instead of going home facing the wall. most of them are not married and they live alone. they watch tv together, laught and disscuss about it.

its kind of sad to see the place where im born in to be demolished. though i always longed to move away . but after all there's still some feelings in it. some old old memories. :)

Hello

2008-11-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

你是怎么追也追不回的曾经。。

2008-11-10T02:17:00.002+08:00

okay.. i saw this somewhere today.
ROLFCOPTER!!!
what the hell is the meaning of this???
lol

2008-10-18T02:12:00.001+08:00

听说牛仔很忙，但我妈更忙。

2008-10-17T03:19:00.005+08:00

S.A.K.U.R.A

weee~

its the buffet that i have long craving for!

And it taste much better that the previous time. =)

ok. maybe u are wondering why are there only cakes left. thats because!!! the food is too good le. hahah so by the time i remember to take picture.... its in my tummy le. =X

2008-10-11T21:14:00.006+08:00

ok thats a regular uncle in my mom's coffee shop.

he's always here to play game. not that old but 40plus ba.

and

damn him!!

he ask my mom want intro me a boyfriend anot. infront of me!

its not the first time he proposed such things.

listen to here. still okay right? intro only ma. matchmaking session what.

kns! he wanted to intro a 30 mid plus guy to me!

T.T

that reminds me of my brother. =.=

am i that chao lao or he's craking a joke to me???

trying to irritate me? kaoz.

not that theres something wrong or i discriminate 30 plus guys.

but... well~

from a bo siong gum person. trying to matchmake for me?

gives me a feeling like im living in the olden era. or those village.

hump~~

T.T

2008-10-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

LOL...

okay im having some wierd dreams recently,

i met up with jam and jay. and lol so shuai!!

minglin came up my house! kind of random. cos its been a few years since i saw her.

peisi, joce and i went to dont know bangkok, msia, or china for shopping. its like shopping in those night market. hahah. in the same dream i continue and went to a cave and i tried help someone to tend the place. end up i was in something like bungee jump but the bungee jump is going in left or right not downwards. so its going around in circles. and i play for quite a long time waiting for that person to come back. haha ok wierd.

still got somemore but i forgot already. hahah update again when i rem.

2008-09-16T03:53:00.001+08:00

LOL

2008-08-08T15:56:00.004+08:00

OMG

OOPPS* im soo sorry ning ning

heng she only ehh for awhile. instead of crying out loud.

PHEW~

2008-07-26T03:45:00.000+08:00

2008-07-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA

2008-07-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

BORED!

i needa get a life.

Since mon till today. i only step out of home once.

anddd after the ice cream fever its durian fever now.

one everyday seh.

haha i know what yh will say.

"eh. very fat leh"

2008-06-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

hahha okok.

seems that i have neglected my blog for like 20 over days le.

okay. after my bro's wedding, working for gree freedom, huimin's wedding.

i can foresee that this week will be a boring week.

boss nv msg me to ask me for work. so i also lazy to ask him for work. heehee

meeting ouini and ting ting fei yang for k this week. hopefully ouini can make it.

and friday is for peisi!

so whats next?

boring life!!

2008-06-10T18:02:00.004+08:00

miss lim is so brave!

nice arm miss lim!

prawn O prawn!

hahah went shopping ytd just before work.
hahah brought alot of things and YA i went AlONE.
hahha
peisi if u are reading this
i miss you! go shopping with me eh!
my shopping buddy
and to yh i saw a pair of shoe from
the pump shop that we brought last time which i think u might like. =)

2008-06-07T23:36:00.004+08:00

suddenly i tot that today was monday.

cause too much things happened today.

happening`

but still quite heng
=)

2008-06-02T05:34:00.002+08:00

i just saw this today..

Professional slacker..

haha

2008-05-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

ok..

i beginning to feel a bit rotted liao
frankly i heard alot of comments from my friends that they are so bored rotting at home
but actually i still feel ok.
cos i have been going out quite often or im baby sitting ning ning.
so for me quite ok. haha arbo is one day in between staying at home whole day only

until these 2 days.
wah supper sian.
staying at home for 2 days

RAAAAAR

surf the net until dont know what to surf liao.
read blogs also not much update.

and being a mother is really not easy.

WARAO

taking care of ning ning is so tired.
every 2 hrs must feed her
in between must carry her/ play with her/ if she buay song must carry her walk/ change her diapers.

aiyo..

then when she sleep i need to look after her
cannt do my things.

being a mother is so tired.... ok dont say mother la.
say babysit her one day also tired liao.

now i think i dont miss her so much. hahaha

2008-05-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

sending 'mama' off to beijing.

rembember 北京歡迎你!!

there's another version of them singing in 故宫
which i find it damn damn cool to held a concert? in 故宫.
and from the mv u can see the wonderful culture of china.

take care peisi!

2008-05-17T01:34:00.002+08:00

天灾人祸

lets really pray hard for those people in si chuan
ytd i saw the news of a girl being rescued out after being trapped for a couple of days.
when she was being rescued out everyone sang her a birthday song.
she was offically 20 years old ytd.
to me who had just passed my birthday recently.
i felt so 心酸.

2008-05-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

elisa joined us for a hair cut too.

end product: maggie mee and spaghetti.

2008-05-15T01:06:00.001+08:00

happy belated birthday xiao pei. will print one copy to you again. =)

and i find this after i get home ytd. hmm... is this given by miss sharoon lim?
u better becareful ah!

2008-05-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
im 20 already.
had lots of fun and enjoyed myself yesterday!
this is also one of the happiest bdae i had.
including at bus and those cam whoring at kbox.
Thanks alot girls!! =) muacks
and thanks to Tiang lim who make this day a MEMORABLE one.
I'll be back! AhLim
btw sent me those pics when u girls are free k?

and well 20. if im able to live till 60.
i have passed 1/3 of my life already.
and what have i done?

2008-04-25T23:43:00.006+08:00

曾几何时是嬉笑怒骂，无话不谈
一旦缘尽，连多说半句也显得多余。

2008-04-12T03:00:00.002+08:00

mentally so tired can?

i want to sleep well but cannot.

i go to bed with alot of alarms set

so i was waiting for my alarm to ring when im in my dreams.

like that how can sleep well?

its like 提心吊胆。。

2008-04-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

XIAN~

can u feel how xian can i be?
suddenly feel that machiam its 4 years ago. when its our O's time.
dont feel like moving. stress is sitting on my back.
rachachahca`

i always feel so hungry...

2008-04-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

我不是人啊？

quoted from rika

i also DO edne.

2008-04-03T21:59:00.005+08:00

AV8D

ok...good news here.

i kana promoted to another level le. =))))

other then ah yi. i got another new identity le. hee

still struggling with my fyp.

i hope all this will end very very soon!

i want to :

sleep till i cannt wake up
play viwawa till i siao
go shopping
cut my hair
movies
eat goood food
meet friends
bowling
relax
chit chat
talk cock
sing song
and many many ........ .... ... .. ....

i so dont feel like going for lesson
and there's not many days left for me to complete my fyp.

in fact theres only 16 more days to my final assessment.

ahh~ feel like digging a hole and hide inside. dont let fyp find me.
im so sick of it.

but on the other hand i think im still not ready to join into the society.

i like my student identity. dont feel like growing up.

sounds so contradicting. i wan freedom, graduation. but i still want to be a student.

Ha.

2008-04-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

还好不知道

　　一个想订机票的顾客很不满女服务员的态度，于是拨电向有关航空公司的总经理投诉。
　　顾客：总经理啊，你知不知道你们的服务员态度很差啊？
　　总经理：应该不会吧？
　　顾客：不然你自己冒充是顾客，拨电去看看不就知道了？
　　总经理想想这样也好，便拨电去了。

　　果然，服务员的态度真的很恶劣，所以总经理生气了。

　　总经理：你知道我是谁吗？胆敢这样跟我讲话？
　　服务员：我怎么会知道啊？我管你是谁！
　　总经理：全公司大大小小的事都是我在管，我是你们公司的总经理！
　　服务员：哦！原来你是总经理！那你知道我是谁吗？
　　总经理：不知道！
　　服务员：还好不知道！
　　于是她赶快把电话挂上了。

<几好笑一下>

2008-04-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

2008-03-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

2008-03-24T14:21:00.003+08:00

i'm here to arh~~~ AGAIN!

i wan to watch movie!

anyone?

everytime i want watch de movie. nobody want watch with me.

i'm not taking about anyone here.

but everytime the tian bu shi, di bu li, re bu he. cries*

i always wanted to watch alone.

budden i dont dare..
it seems so lonely

i scare ppl will laught at me. hahaha

maybe its the time to train up now!! hees

2008-03-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

arhhh~

i want to have supper now !!!

i mean NOW!

CRIES*

2008-03-19T02:06:00.005+08:00

ok...

recap of last week.

i had my 睡觉误误了了一生 no. 3

i was ONCE again overslept for my submission!!

this is the 3 time for the pass 4 months.

睡觉误误了了一生 no.1
last dec i sing k sill 5 in the morning while i have an interview at 10.

睡觉误误了了一生 no.2
i was late for my fyp re-submission and had to get an mc.

睡觉误误了了一生 no.3
dmp submission.
results still not out yet.. dont know whether can get through nt..

well like what yh wrote to heeself. 一次两两次三四次

what can i still say?

utterly disappointed ~

maybe the next birthday present i can request is a POWERFUL alarm clock . that can really wake me up.

or i'm think of a bed that has alarm clock with it. and when it rings the bed will shake then there will be a hand that punch u.

think i'll be able to wake up by then ba.

or perhaps i should use sharon's method. not sleeping at all the night before.
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ok here is for this week part.

hmmm...

got one good news and one bad news.

dont know whether the good news is real de ma..
but upon hearing it...
hahahah feel so happy

the bad part not exactly that bad la...
just that no process nia..

all the best!

2008-03-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

aiyo~

raining everyday.

I WANT TO WASH MY CLOTHES!

I WANT TO WASH MY BED SHEET!

I WAN TO WASH MY BLANKETS!

I WANT TO WASH MY BAG!

feel so cold can?

Dont feeel like going out of home.

I want to stay in my bed, and turn on the fan to the max

cover myself with my blanket from head to toe.

weeee~

thai insurance ad should be banned!

2008-03-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

seriously i think thai insurance ad should be banned on tv.

its super touching when i see this tvc at 完娱 today.

wonder how many times i can cry if this is shown on tv.

DOUBLE DOUBLE THUMBS UP TO THAI !!

na-tas fair

2008-03-01T23:45:00.004+08:00

woo~

working at natas fair..

I so want to quite at the very first day before i even start work!!

cos their uniform is SKIRT!

and i tot is like what they say bermuda skirt.

But in the end its like a MINI SKIRT!

if u know me well.. u should know.

when is the last time i wear a skirt..

but bo bian for the sake of 10 bucks.

and luckily their theme is soccer player

so soccer socks is given.. haha i pull until damn high la...
and the shirt also quite big SO i pull my skirt lower.

but after awhile..

hmm

ok la..
quite nice, quite cute...
haha abit jap..lol and something different too.

and we were given BALLOONS.
1st day is those normal balloon but in supper big size on wrist band
2nd day is those big metallic balloon on our cap.

having a big balloon on ur head is like someone holding u from the top.
and u walk like a puppet.

i had fun carrying those balloon around. thought abit troublesome sometimes..
but its the first time i can carry balloon around without feeling so paiseh but proud. cos everyone wants ur balloon. haha

worked 2 days there..getting abit bored. and tired..
food also not nice..

but the people working there quite nice..especially those travel agents. haha

the third day should be qutie the same.

overall. ok la..sometimes fun sometimes bored.
if got next fair have to depends.
see whether im working. or what.
but i dont mind working again since its good money. =)

2008-02-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

ahhh~

i dont think i can do any bad things next time..

even if just filling in false information.

wah seh~

my hand shake de leh..

write wrong words

my heart ah...race like siao..

machiam reach my throat there anytime can drop out..

and after everything settle liao.

from the first step i step out. everything returns back to normal...

its like wah!

so zhun..

once i leave the place ok le..

siao liao la...

next time how to do big things?

2008-02-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

can i?

she's like so cute lo...

she can shake her tail like machiam battery opperated.

and her ears are those standing kind..(unlike tipsy. haha)
she's very friendly and sociable.
her fur also very soft. (weee)

But but!
my princess tipsy dont allow.
tipsy kept barking at her and dont even allow her to enter into our shop.
she's obviously being jealous.
hahaha.

2008-02-13T23:34:00.005+08:00

Location: Dhoby Ghaut
Time : 1900

can someone please count for me how many people are there? = x

2008-02-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

i always love to see post secret videos.

they always seem so beautiful and touching. :)

2008-01-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

awww..

chinese new year coming and i will have six days off. weee...
budden...this is my third week and i'm still in my hoilday mood.
i haven finish my holiday mood and now and then the cny holiday comming again!

dont really have feel to touch fyp for now. i know i'm procrastinating and might result unnecessary rush, sleepless night.

but...lol

xiaping day~~

2008-01-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

miss lim trying new specs for teaching.

fitting on miss lim's new cardi

feeling cold in sg 1

feeling cold in sg 2

ahyea

2008-01-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

now you can call me aunty le...muahahaha =))))))

and her action of tongue reminds me of miss YINGHUi! hahaah

aiyo...she look so small and at first i was so shock to see her move...
and i commented "aiyo she can move de"
then my sis say "of cos la. fei hua! -_-'''. "

she still dont have a name yet..hmmm i kept thinking of names for her. haha
and you know?
i cant help but keeping editing this post and adding words to it. Replaying the video again..haha
imagine if i'm the mother? hahaha
budden nice to see nice to play. but taking care of it..hurmp..

2008-01-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

well..got back my mac the next day. they said the ram was the main cause. it's fine now but everytime i off it i very scared that cannot on the next time.

还有不知道为什么我的眼皮一直跳一直跳。两边都跳，尤其是左边跳得特别凶！
左吉右凶，左凶右吉。男左女右。左眼跳财，右眼跳灾。
也有科学根据说是太累，压力不平衡，颜面神经失调。
可是已经跳了一个星期了。不怕都觉得烦。
如果不快停止，我的左眼皮就快严重下垂了。
因为我为了让他停止跳动，揉，捏，弹，拉，贴。都试过了。

2008-01-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

Life is really unpredictable. That's why the word 人生無常 comes about.
who can predict tml you can still sit at the same place as per normal as you do the day before.
who can predict that i dont even have the chance to write my first post using my brand new notebook?
who can predict that after one day of checking mails, facebooking, msn-ing my laptop left me again.

I literally practise 一哭，二闹，三上吊 at the shop. Hoping that god can do me miracle and same does the uncle.
Well. For the second time can say that i've grown up and practically i'm used to it already. Not trying to be emo here but that's really part of life. And it shows that how lousy i am.

Do you guys have the experience that some words from the mouth can actually bother you the whole day and even for months and years? I do. From impact regardless good or bad. It just bothers me. And being so bothered about it. I tend to 钻牛角尖　and the sentence will keep spin and spin round and round in my mind till no where.

And before for knows that I really die for the next minute let me say this. I love my family. I hope that my mama can don't work so hard and retire. I love my brother, thanks for taking care of me. Thanks for my sister that i treated her as my second mum. Thanks for yinghui that she's really been there for me when i'm down. And to joce that i want to say is i really treasure you as a friend very much though i dont know you well from head to toe inside out for the past three years.
And i do treasure my friends even though i can finish counting using ten fingers. No. Maybe five. Maybe not.

I'm very patiently waiting for the call now. And if you see me next time down the road. I hope i can say hi to you with a genuine smile. I'm training myself to be more sociable and optimistic just like joc. I think the last time i saw her cry is on 2005 when we were in Tp. The first time was the day before we had our sec one camp that we organised. The rest i'm not sure too.

Its 2008 now. The olympic year. I have grown up. And I have to. No more crying like a mama's baby.

2007-12-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

ok. very good! im using a mac bk pro now! its so cool!
haha budden not legal one.
im now secreatly writing this at a exhibition now!
when theres no visitors at this moment.
i was interning at utter-ubbish at the city hall building.
damn xia! do u guys know where is the city hall?
i had a verrrrry hard time findng this buiding on my very 1at day here!
i gta go now! we having crew party here!

2007-11-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

okay great! i feel so relive now after my assessment. the big stone is out. and HURRARY!!!!
i can stop this kind of super no life de life le!

dont have to stay at school alone.
dont have to eat those small small things and can have proper meal.
dont have to stay in school till 11 plus everyday.
dont have to reach home half dead during midnight.

but still my laptop is still not okay yet. =(

and last but not least.
many thanks to peisi and sharon for lending me their laptop. =)

omg!
now 8 plus going to 9 le and by right i should be going home to replenish my sleep but i'm still here in school. is staying backbecomming my habit le?
.............................................................................................................

经过这几个星期发生了那么多事
觉得自己老了很多，不管是生理还是心理。

孤僻和独立也只是一线之差
独立会否照就孤僻？

2007-11-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

crash me flat with a square leg top please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog something but dont know what to write...hahahas.

my daily lifes are xiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.............................

2007-11-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

okay! great! goood news this week !!

my ear is feeling pain and kind of swollen big! =)

im seeing a docter later. wish me really really really good luck!

2007-11-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

before anything congrats me first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ytd ask natt to see my palm for my fortune..
he said lao lu ming
ok never mind...

I think maybe its better for me to be living at the country side where there will not be any technology devices and any high technology involved..

can u imagine? last last sat my tv spoil, then last friday my adapter for my laptop spoil
people at the service centre kept telling me u so suay ah adpater also can spoil..

Then

today thurs i'm here blogging to tell u all that my macbook spoil!

and why can i still blog?

cos im at school now...

how wonderful can that be?