omg time passes really fast. its my third week working and i still feel new. hahah too many stuffs to learn le. and totally no experience in it. so still in the blur mode. feels like shit to be a veggie bird. lol

and whats amazing is i had 3 freaking deja vu in ns. and 1 today at mac with sgclubbers... well as u guys know how shit it feels to have deja vu.... rahhhhh. i had 4 in a week.... wth!

Sometimes life is really pushing us too hard.   

Its suffocating.....

haha. okie time to do some update huh. ns was quite alright. but im not too sure whether should i continue after this week. cos they are wearing bermudas. which ya. my leg cannot make it la.

and they end really really late. i reach home around 1 plus. and that reminds me of the dessert days. =X and i not very used to it now. haha i feel that ns end very late for but i dont feel so in my dessert days.thou they end around the same time. is that my fate? haha work in the night.

and they are actually quite similar. both send you to your door step by van. but perhaps the difference is that ns driver is more hiong. reckless driver. beat red light. speeding... and his van more old.

and well one my first day. i tot i will be going to kio sai. feeding....
but well i forgot that its ns. which deals with large animals. only the seniors can do that, and they will take extra precaution to protect you from getting close with them for ur safety. 
so yep. no scrubbing for now. but i do scrub the floor more. Lol >.<>and i think im really a zhai nv. haha i love staying at home. if i dont stay at home for at least a couple of hours i will feel that i did not get enough rest. hahah homely ah. 

last but not least. SISTARS~ i was actually quite surprised and touched when u all told me how u all felt happy for me. muackz muackz~ i felt the love. hahaha XD

perhaps i should really settle down le. hahahs (:

ang ang ang~

alrightz. for the past 2 days i'm still wondering why i feel so down and kept crying!
i dont know why but just felt so emo. and i kept think this and that. why and why?
finally i got my ans today. felt so better after see it.

my ang came.

dont think that im joking now. i was actually quite sad for the 2 days. i tot it was just a normal after-driving-emoing. but it carried on for 2 days. and i cried.

i finally understand what pms is.