wad the hell!

totally suay, took cab to sch today just because i sleep till 8.15 den i left my thumbdrive home and next my 3 negative was missing.

i should be more selfish i should kept mine as a set instead of keeping it with the others. now jessie lost my film and she can happily sit there when she finished developing the final piece. while the whole six negative went missing. nope should not be six should be five went missing. the left over one was discovered by me. lying alone in the dark.

hurrray! finish developing! YA just sit there relax, lim kopi, and din even care to look and keep the negative.

no one cares to help. how irresponsible. ignorant. and bo chap can they be? friends?haha. not even ask. or words of comfort. i promise i'll try be ignorant when u go missing.

i don't know what to say.

SLAP ME PLS*

i made a stupid serious mistake yesterday night.

i went 'unconscious' last night.

reason being: suddenly i felt very cold while doing my work in my room so i hid in my blanket to get some warmth.

then the next image was my mother asking me whether i have school or not.

then! i realise that i was 'unconcious' last night and left my work undone.

what a serious mistake!

my stupid brother...


i tot i lost my camera todae while i was alone at home. i search the whole place and i could'nt find it. i started to worry and was trying to recall where the hell did i place it yesterday.

did i left it in the classroom ytd? no i din i was the last to leave and i have check for anything left behind before leaving.

did someone steal it from my bag while i was sleeping like pig in bus?

did.....

then 9 plus my brother came home..

i din dare to ask him whether did he take the camera from my bag?

so i search his bag when he goes to the toilet but it was not there!

then i was like so depress and i start to think like should i quickly buy a same model camera to replace it?

should i ask my brother did he take the camera? (but camera was not in his bag)

did my bag drop onto the floor? then tipsy took it for a toy and misplace it?
(im sorry to tipsy but whenever something lost i will somehow connect it to tipsy)

should i this should i that..

there was many times where i wanted to ask him but i was afraid.. i afraid to hear the truth that the camera was not with him. and he will scold me.

but i feel that i should ask him..

the feeling sucks man.

then suddenly i become very chong dong i ask him did he take the camera? and YES he did!

then i busted into tears and i scolded him for irresponsible for taking the camera without telling me.

actually sometimes i felt that i need some chong dong to do things. without that chong dong i won't have the courage to do things.

sometimes chong dong is my courage.

empty promise?

im running out of time who can chase them back for me?

i just simply can't understand tamil english...i don't meant to be racist but i just can't catch their english...hahaha perhaps the next language i have to learnt is indian english...

feel better today le at least not so terrible like yesterday...

but still having sore throat and having diarrhea...went to toilet for few times le and think its a good thing ba? pai du...? haha

hope that tml will gen hao...=)

still lack of one copy ad for my ribena while i have the image ad le...

i nw den reliase my balloon ribena and purple lips ribena is totally different headline therefore only one can be choosen...

initially tot that i can use purple lips as my image den i go squeeze another for my balloon de...

hai i so stupid and slow now then realise...2 more weeks to assessment le now den see the problem...

well got some rough ideas le but no time to do out still busy with my chingay..='(

i simply hope chingay will stay away from my life!

think i'll look for the ms david tml and discuss with him




to peisi:
ok i got time i will change my blogskin de but i still don't know whats wrong with my blogskin? perhaps will do it in a few days time? haha

dead

had serious sore throat and body ache since ytd night...while morning was fine...

think i got it from yinqi le...

den now felt so restless and giddy whole body ache like machiam u move 0.5 cm oso pain...

38.4

took 2 panadols this afternoon and felt much better but it came back during night time..took 2 again in order for me to work on my chingay..

hope tml will be better cos i hand to submit 6 chingay and 6 songs on mon...

help~

"If you're here to kill me, grab ya a ticket and get in line."

i always know that i have problems concentrating but recently it got worse..i can do my work for long...

when im doing my work for 10 minutes i will stop find tibits,watch tv,online,check hp...arh~ that makes my 1 hour work into 4 hours work...

think im stick to the tv already cant live without the tv...

if i don't , who's going to pay for my phone bills and medical fees?...

im not talking about u yinghui...