i guess a lot of things happened recently. overwhelmed with mixed emotions. i left ns after a year and 4 months. i thought i will be happy to leave that godamn place. but sadly no. i miss the place like hell. all the animalssss, the people and of cos all the shit regardless of human or animals. perhaps its the feeling of being lost. not sure where i will end up and some little boredom? after all its beens quite sometime since i idle at home. thou i still get long off in between work.

tml will be a new challenge with lots of unforeseen matters. even every next day is unknown. u will never know what will happen. thats why ppl always say 珍惜眼前人. u never know what will happen the next day or the very next moment. but seriously how many of us can do it? maybe im not the one u 珍惜? sometimes i wonder, maybe im not putting enough effort in caring the people around me? then i require a mutual 珍惜 care? not a cold face in ur hot butt. maybe maybe maybe. i have lots of question marks running in my head now.
i really dont know.

maybe i should really start contacting some ppl who once pass by my life now. ppl whom i lost contact with but still all require mutual care!!.
and i will definitely need more new friends rather then hanging on with the sistazzz only.

to an old friend lili.
thou we are not close but its nice meeting you for a short period of time. you will forever be pretty just like a lily. so beautiful, so pure but at the same time live as short as a flower.
那么灿烂， 那么美丽.
may you be in your god's hand now and be happy over there. R.I.P

i love love you tan yan shan!! (:
i always know our friendship will last de yh. so no worries about me de. (: