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haha cooked a pot of red bean soup todae for hua, ron, pei n joce... we weere havin lotz of fun n was feelin lyk campin ... ron dun dare eat my redd bean soup den jus as i was tryin to pesuade her to giv it a try

ring! ring! ring! ....

hello?

arhh!!! a call had destroyed my sweet dream wif my pals !!!!

[[ over n over ]]

todae was de date line to submit my enrolment package back to tp. i din submit. nw was kinda scared cos im afraid tat i make de wrong decision n regret in de future but other den tat wat can i take? my bro throw me another qns jus nw do nafa's diploma recognised n he ask me de same old qns again wat i wan to do in de future? i oso nt veli sure bt its around dere .... arrh !!!! i dun noe....... wtf lo

[[ huager bde !!! ]]

happi 17th bdae ger! todae we few sis wen to hav fun at cc k was quite a long time since we all sista gather together n hav fun le ...after k we went to hav steamboat! finally i had my steamboat wif my gals! haha finally ! despite many difficulties ! took lotz of pic todae usin hua n ron's cam will try to get de pic from dem n keepp for shou cang ...

hope hua will lyk wat we plan for her n had enjoyed herslf todae n lyk wat we bought her ....

[[ *diao* ]]

1.26am receive a call from ger .... n i was dead! its am liao my dad, mum, bro, sis, ahma was alseep liao ....im de oli one awake n i grab de fone ... aft tat was nag by ma cos late liao den she sleep le den de call wake her n bro up .... ma suan me

" veli busy arh? juus cum back hm late n still gt ppl so late call u! wat big business ar u doin? "

den haizzzz wat can i do wake her up ...

[[ la lala la ]]

jus nw meet up wif ron, joce, joey, kennth n ah liao to sing k was a little wierd wif kennth cos not veli close wif him den kinda shy ....bt overall was quite fun ya enjoyed myself n i find tat ron sing jie tuo veli nice i lyk her singing tat song she captures it veli well! n we ate de auntie alot of sweets haha ....

long time nv saw joey n kennth liao joey is still de same noisy n chatty. haha! nt veli close wif kennth n was lyk nv talk to him n he nv talk to us... haha... den chat wif joey he sae wans to sell away his dog n i was thikin a little bad as in he buy it fer oli bout 2 mths den he wans to sells it away now? bt he had his reasons for doing so...cos his parents quarrel... bt i jus wanna sae keepin pets is a responsibility n reli mus think properly before doin so...

receive offer letter from nafa jus nw was quite high at de moment cos tt means i passed de interview le! bt okay think its nothing big haha... bt aft tat wen i was havin a shower i kept askin myself wat i wan. do i really wan to do design n can i cope it? ya i wish to do design bt i afraid i cant cope it n in de end i hav to giv up. if tat reli happens ill b dead! bt do i hav a choice nw? its either i go take tp de ele/com eng/tel/micro or i take nafa de sva... think sva is better cos im interested bt i hav no confidence tat i can cope wif de art dere... cos i gt no foundation n no experience in doin art except in sec 1 n 2 .... kinda confused n lost

[[ waitin n waitin ... ]]

haiz... ytd receive a letter from sp dey told me dey hav considered my appeal and hav placed me on their waitin list n de result will oli b out on mid may n actuali i hav forgotton wat cos i hav appeal n ytd i saw it was civil n structural engineering haiz a niao cos again...

den my bro ask me to call np n nyp to ask for my appeallin result n dey both sae de same thing i nd to wait n wait for any ppl to opt out n i think it was rather reasonable dan rp who rejected my appeal n didnt giv me de reason n if gt students opt out of their cos den de place will gib hu?

den ytd wen wif hua to nafa to interview n i dun thik i stand a high chance to get into their sch. de interviewer was lyk keep repeatin i dun hav basics of art den i will b veli tough in de sch *dangs* dun think will stand chance in de cos n i wasted my $21 registration feeeeeeeeee .......

[[ finally its here ]]

arh ...woke up quite early todae cos de window de contractor was here haha den dey make a mistake on our window we wanted those tat can b pushed out n not windows tat is slidin hai... den after so muc communication wif them their boss hai finally compromise to pu chang us by addin free window frame for us but i still like pushin out de window ... hai ... now my hse damn dirty n dusty cos of de installin of de windows even my mouse n keyboard is fellin dusty bt i was jus too lazy to clean it hee... hu shuld i blame? haah...

den my sis won 4d again 5oo den my mum ask her to banja us haha my hand almost duan liao bcos of de food haha bt we did enjoy de food n my poor bro mayb he smell it he call frm ubin wen i jus started on my food n i told him wat dishes we had... haha im so bad ...haha

den wat excited me was i finally received de enrolment package frm tp! althought i dun really like tis cos bt at least i dun hav to waste another 2 yrs ... i hav been waitin for de enrolment package for a long time liao since hua told me von n dey all receive liao den i was worryin whether i was really in tat stupid cos... but no matter i like it or not i think i will leave it to fate to decide for me haha

[[ haha ]]

its been ages since i update my blog le but nv mind no ppl will come read de haha ... many things hav happened recently haha n many things hav passed ... like receivin my os result haha choosin my cos haha waitin for de stupid jae result den doin appealin haha wth

reli gt sum kind of regretin y din study hard at de begining of de yr n oli start to panic wen os r cumin n den hold de buda leg haha if i had stared earlier im sure tat i will do better

todae my bro talk to me again n he asked me de same old question hai wat i wan to do in de future haha i osos dun noe bt actually perhaps reli spf ba bt i din tell him cos there's a dama which jus finished n its bout de same n i dun wish to give him de idea tat i wish to b as beautiful as them n tats y i choose tat career... bt actually he was givin me pressure cos he kept askin me to check de results n bla bla bla .... bt deep in my heart i noe tat he actually cares bout me cos he reli make de effort to go all de way down to acc me to appeal n he makes decision for me haha reli happi n feel fortunate to hav a bro like him mayb its bcos hes muc muc more elder den me as an adult their thinkin n our thinkin r diff haha